Monday, April 30, 2012

Debate

Hey gang!

Duuuuuuuude. Huge viewing numbers for my last post. Gotta keep the momentum going.

   But hey so I am participating in a debate and we have to decide whether file sharing is a good or bad thing.What do you think?

Comment or email please..
Over and out.
LOVE!!
Cailin

Sunday, April 29, 2012

Through My Eyes: Part 1

    The doors open, people come in droves, some walking, some running.Vitales are set out, coffee is poured as news and nods are exchanged. People mingle and hug one another.

    A signal is given and everybody goes into a main room. Music starts to play and people stand up and start to sing. Standing up and looking around, many have scars on their bodies, some have slash marks on their faces, chests, legs, stomachs. There is a corner where a group of persons are washing and wrapping wounds, quietly soothing when someone cries out in pain. The music stops, people sit. The room is very quiet, the group understands that this is a safe place, the outside of the building is surrounded by their enemies. But now, they do not fight, they rest.

   Walking to the front of the room, a man hobbles on crutches. He is the teacher, and undisputed leader. He has a long scar from his ear to his chin, a claw that grazed too deep. He is the most battered of the individuals in this tribe. Speaking softly, he begins to teach, his voice inspiring the congregation by nature. Some weep, others nod their approval. When he finishes, he addresses the people as a whole. He encourages them to keep fighting, that their struggle is not in vain. He fiercely reminds them of the promise, the victories and the risks taken. He bows his head, lifts it, and leaves the main room.

   People stand up, more animated than before. Some go to the corner to receive healing. Many go to the doors. A silence falls. The tribe sharpens their weapons. Soldiers, they draw their swords, their axes, their bows. They can see the enemy behind the translucent doors. Those outside the door have been waiting hungrily, claws extended. The teacher comes to front of the group. He draws his weapon, issuing a cry to battle. The doors open. And they charge.

  This is Church.Through my eyes. 
Over and out.
Love,
Cailin

P.S. 
What's your opinion? 
Comment, or give me a
link to your blog where 
you talked about church
or how much you hate church.
Whatever! Kay, bye. 

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Education is important. And so are you.

Hey gang!

    So, you may have realized, (I've mentioned it a few times) that I am a sophomore in high school. I have also grown up with a value of education: both of my parents have sacrificed a lot for each to go to college. I have always assumed that I will (must) go to college; not going to college is not an option, the only option is how much I will spend on it.

  With this mentality, I have always kept an ear out for what's happening in the world of textbooks and mechanical pencils. And recent stats have me worried. It's said that 55% of people who graduate with a degree will get a job out of college (in the profession their degree is tailored to). Some of it is people picking the wrong major, but if you think about it there's about a 50-50 chance that the multiple years of time and money that you put into that piece of paper will get you a job. Isn't that terrible?

   Also, people are getting laid off left and right. I have two family members that lost their jobs. And they both had their degrees in that field.

    I know a 35 year old who is a waitress working minimum wage, same job as I do. She got laid off.

   This is crazy!!! People need to understand whats up, and start doing something. Start breaking things. DO. SOMETHING. And that is my plea to the adults of this world. That is your mission today: break something. I already accomplished that mission this morning. (I'm cool.....no.)

Over and out.
Love,
Cailin

Thursday, April 26, 2012

LOST.

Hey guys,
So, I get into these conniptions. Where I can't find something. And I HAVE TO HAVE IT RIGHT THEN. So I rip my room apart to find this object.

 So I can't find my ipod. And I would like to know where it is. Does this happen to you?
Insane blogger,
Over and out.
Cialin

Saturday, April 21, 2012

I'm a theater geek.

I am in love with theater.

        Now I have done other posts on theater and some of why I like it so much. But today, I'm going to try and solidify and pinpoint WHY I am enamored with such a time-consuming art.

1. Drama=Theater.  Drama=Cailin. Theater=? I am a dramatic person. I am all about flourishing and twirling and singing. And theater, on most occasions, is a lot of flourishing and twirling and singing.

2. Fruits are seen. In theater when I have to build something or do a scene, I have the satisfaction of finishing and or improving. It's not as long term, as some things are. 

3. Theater is familial. I went to see 'Into the Woods' a musical done by the esteemed actors at my high school and I was very impressed. The best part was I knew almost EVERYBODY in the cast and when the show was over, I hugged every one of them and told them what a good job they did. And when you're in a show, the cast you work with becomes very much a family. And me, being a very warm fuzzy-feely kind of person, is easily drawn to this.


    SO there you have it!
Over and out.
Love,
Cailin

P.S.
The pic of Cinderella is Jeremy McDaniels' so, no harm towards you sir.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Uh, um, what?!?

I've been doing some thinking...and so has my mom apparently. She told me she had an idea, and I, as a good daughter should, said: "Oh dear."

  But she told me how someone else had told her that their teen had said that she realized that in a few generations, a lot of stuff that was common knowledge will become unknown, like cooking and roofing houses and changing tires. And we talked about it, I realized that a lot of moms right now work so much, they don't have the energy to make a home-cooked meal. Luckily, I'm spoiled. And my mommy makes me hot meals almost every evening. (Hey, don't hate on me. I help.)

  It's made me realize though: America has lost its value in work. Work, the blood, and sweat, and tears. Parents are raising their children with the stuff they never had as kids, depriving them of the grit they will need to make the world a better place. And you can't make gravy without flour. My mom said that too soon we'll just outsource everything, which will cripple our economy. (She also says Caucasians care more about their animals than having their own kin.) (Which is so true.)

   I am an idealist, so I would like to think that my generation has potential, and we can put out some of the fires past generations had set fire to. Of course I know that the reality of life is that we're a bunch of screwed up people and we have kids that grow up to be screwed up people and those kids have kids... But I would like to think that life is an ongoing cycle of generations lighting fires, and putting out other fires.

Enough of my philosophical ramble,
Over and out!
Love,
Cailin

P.S.
Follow me and comment if you have a comment.

New haircut, new perspective

   Hey guys,

I know, you're all like, "Oh look, it's that slacker blogger, what does SHE want?" And yes, yes it is that slacker blogger that you've been warned about. And I want your attention.

   Today I got a haircut, and for most people it's no big deal, they get a trim, all done. But for me, it is not so. SO NOT SO. I must pick through hundreds of pictures on Google that feature 'short cuts for girls that are round-faced with fine hair' and I must find that ONE HAIRDO. I must fall in love with that hairdo, and I must go to the hair salon and marry it. In that order.

   Cause you see I have short hair already, so if I don't like the cut, I'm kinda stuck with it. But I do, and every time I get a new haircut it's like BAM perspective time. So yeah.

   And maybe, maybe right now you feel a little ripped off. Right now maybe you're like, wow, can't believe I just wasted 3 minutes of my life reading this. You know what. You know what?
BAM!
Still a waste of your time? 
Over and out. 
Love,
Cailin

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Learning. Fun stuff.

 Some think that learning is boring and not fun.  I disagree.

    On the internet, in fun and witty ways, I have learned:
  • about the fall of Rome
  • how sugar is made
  • how procrastination works
  • how to cure my fish's illness (didn't make it, poor guy.)
  • different idea's on faith
  • political sides and viewpoints
  •  how to understand Spanish preterite
  • how caffeine works
  See when people think of learning, some have a negative association because they think of 'learning' as the method of teachers shoving stuff down their throat. It is not that, and I hope that people will discover that learning is much different than they realize, that teachers realize that there are better ways of teaching things, ways that make things stick in kids heads. And I hope they do so before I graduate (in 2014, for the curious.)  But I'll try not to get my hopes too far up.
Over and out.
Love,
Cailin

OH CRAP SHE'S BACK and embarrassing ants, not the kind you're related to.

   Hello all,

I feel like I need to apologize, you probably looked at my blog and was like "hey, Cailin posted something guys, gather round, let's check it out!" And you gathered around and I ate you. I did. Ripped you apart and roasted you. Probably think I'm crazy right? Well I am. Boo.

  If you couldn't tell by my post, not all is going well in my life, and that is not fun. I'm going to be alright though, so let me tell you a story that will hopefully cheer you up..

  It is springtime, (I feel like it's summer, but hey. Crush my dreams. No biggie.) and one lovely day I dropped my backpack on the floor of the mudroom of my house and went on my merry way.

  The next day, I went to school and was sitting in my math class, nodding off, when I look to my backpack, and see a whole STAMPEDE of ants crawling out of my backpack into my math class. Turns out they had smelt my Trident double layers (DARN YOU DOUBLE LAYERS) and decided to check out that beautiful smell. I was HORRIFIED. I was squishing them, I was looking around praying to God no one would notice. And no one did. Not one person noticed. So I decided to share that story with the whole internet. Aren't I bright?

   This girl that I work with um, she asked me how I would describe myself in 3 words. I said that I was:

Witty-I think I'm pretty funny. I literally laugh harder than the person I'm trying to make laugh. I'm sad. Why  are you still reading this?

Compassionate- I can't watch a mouse die. Now spider, that is a whole different ballgame sugar, but I can't. I can't read sad books, or movies. So yeah.

Creative- I have so many ideas and thoughts in my brain it would literally kill you to look inside and see.


   So yeah. Awkward.
OVER AND FREAKING OUT.
Love,
Cailin

   

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Teen angst and pretty girl hate

   I am sorry, I need to rant. I have a boatload of homework and I should be working on the multiple projects and crap that I have but screw it I NEED TO VENT.

   I am not happy. I don't like not being considered 'pretty' by society's standards. I don't have the long glamorous hair you would see in a shampoo commercial, nor am I blonde, nor do I have massive cleavage. And I don't expose my nonexistent cleavage. My teeth are not the straightest, whitest teeth you've ever seen. But you're not looking at a hunchback sweetheart!

   I have multiple friends that are in photo. They occasionally say, 'oh hey I need people to take pics of for my photo project' or some crap like that on facebook, and I'll be like 'sure, call me if you need me.' No call, no comment. Like I said nothing at all about it. BUT. I. DID. Wonder why I never got a call?

  None of this helps my nonexistent self esteem. And you know what also doesn't help? I positively affirm people. I do it all the time. I can think of three times I did it today. I affirm people because it comes naturally to me, and I love being positively affirmed. I crave it. I affirm my cat by accident, because it's so natural. And I too often don't receive it, too often I ask 'how was your day' and they don't ask me.

I'm tired. I'm angry. And I need to get crap done. But GOD FORBID things come to me easy. I don't feel good at anything. Anything at all.

You've just experienced a Cailin vent, email me if you need counseling because of this.
Over and out.
Cailin

P.S.
Love you guys...

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Quick Post!

   I've got some stuff to say. So listen.

1. I willl not be placing ads. You have to be 18. Being young is so hard.

2. I'm grounded until my room is clean. So I will try to be able to post something tomorrow.

3. My step dad got laid off his job, so please pray for him and our family as we try and move on.

 So yeah.....
Over and out!
Cailin